beberapa kutipan untuk (di)/(me)renung, (note to self)

Menjaga kepercayaan itu gak bisa basi, yang basi adalah ketika kamu gak bisa jaga kepercayaan buat dia. 
Inget kan, kalau dulu kamu sempet bilang ke dia "aku percaya kamu". 

Kalau pacaran jarak jauh tetep gak bisa kontrol emosi kangen kayanya percuma bela-belain beli pulsa, pulsa itu penyedia, sinyal itu alatnya. dan SABAR yang bisa nampung semuanya. 

Menahan rasa kangen gak sesusah meladeni kangen, ya cukup saling menghargailah kalo ada yang lagi kangen, dan yang kangen bisa menghargai kalau yang dikangeninya itu sedang sibuk, 

hubungan itu gak cuma bicara kata sayang. tapi, bicara rasa pengertian yang besar, tanpa ada kata batas. 
Kalau kangen mau gimana lagi, cuma bisa nahan dan sabar. kalau gak cukup ngerti untuk semuanya bisa gak bertahan lama.

Masih tetep ragu sama pacar karena dia sibuk dan kamu dinomor-sekiankan dengan kesibukannya, di mana kepercayaan kamu untuk pacar, di mana rasa pengertian yang besar terhadap pacar? Just bullsihit? 

Ragu itu wajar, berarti harus ada yang berbenah diri, kenapa keraguan itu mendadak ada? berbenah diri itu harus, seenggaknya menghindari keributan, dan kata "jenuh".

Jangan terlalu merasa dalam kondisi 'aku dicuekin sama kamu' inget dia sedang apa, kalo sibuk dengan kerjaannya MENGERTILAH. Pacaran jarak jauh itu gak semudah menahan kangen, bisa mudah kalau bisa menghargai sikap dan keadaan masing-masing.

Mengerti aja gak cukup, karena semua orang gak banyak yang gak bisa ngertiin pacarnya, di LDR diuji kedewasaan yang kita miliki. Harus ada yang saling mendukung, mensupport pacar yang jauh. jangan selalu menyalahkan "kamu sibuk, kamu gak peka, kamu cuek" itu ibarat senjata andalan kamu buat nyerang pacar kalau dia udah berubah.

Kalau mau tetep terus-meneus menyalahkan keadaan, mau sampe kapan? sampe ada yang merasa bersalah lalu 'kalah'.

Masih tetep nyalahin pacar karena ninggalin kamu jauh. hati-hati, lama-lama dia merasa terbebani lalu dia akan 'kalah'. 

ingetkan, terkadang yang mengalah dan selalu disalahkan suatu saat akan kalah.

hey, if you are looking "just" someone who can share time with you more than anything, just go away right now. Go!


because i'm looking for someone who can keep body and herself and her feeling too, totally keep everything for someone who love her.


Because, i don't need your time!
I need you!

yes you!
just you! not your time.

you completely.

the beginning is always the hardest, and i said "do not give up!" || keep writing, and never ever crack under pressure!

“sometimes, you just gotta let shit go and say, to “HELL WITH IT" and move on”

Smokey Joe VS Hand Grip (still on progress)

"Smokey Joe" deusbali and the next, it's mine, i called it "Hand Grip" (still on progress) 

I picked up this cruisy little clunker of a 76 CB100 in 2012.
Now I could go down the list of modifications we’ve preformed like :
- Custom bars, 
- Refurbished Honda S90 tank, 
- Yamaha S SX front shocks and triple trees, 
- SR400 rear shock, 
- (front) Swallow 19' tires sitting on iron rims (custom rim)
- (rear) Swallow 18’ tires sitting on alloy rims

the pics in the bottom is "Smokey Joe" motorcycle build by deusbali ,
the pics in the bottom just for preview, exactly only for reference.
 

the 'Prospect' hits Canggu (my delayed project)

 

This little back-road blaster has been somewhat of a fixture in the workshop over the last few months…being put together, redesigned, and broken down again…trying to find a look for it that just fit.Because of its ever changing future, it has been dubbed ‘The Prospect’. Starting off life as a 1976 Honda CB100, she sat patiently as plans and parts for her transformation slowly came together. Things finally made sense with the arrival of a chrome alloy ‘Peanut’ tank courtesy of the boys in Camperdown. As soon as the reflective orb hit the frame the other parts just seemed to gravitate towards it, until finally the general idea was complete.

(more after the jump)

So once again everything was removed, and the 35 year old frame was ground down and rebuilt specifically for the job in hand. The engine received a full overhaul and bore, bringing it up closer to the 180cc mark…as well as a snazzy polish job on the exterior.

So after the waiting, designing and building, this minute monster is now rockin’ -

• BSA Handlebars
• BSA Gum Grips
• Custom Fenders
• Custom Seat
• Chrome Alloy Peanut Tank
• Easy Rider Tail light
• Icon Shocks
• Bullet Blinkers
• Daytona Mini Speedo
• Custom Free flow exhaust
• Brembo front disc and caliper

She just rolled out the Bengkel (Workshop) and hit the streets of Canggu, watch out for it amongst the paddy fields…and drop by the Temple for a little test ride!

selamat ulang tahun mama :) :*

hari ini adalah hari dimana seorang wanita terkuat lahir ke dunia, wanita terkuat didunia yang telah melahirkan saya dan membesarkan saya. :)

mama, ca ga bisa kasih hadiah apa-apa ke mama, karena belom nyari duit sendiri ma. maklum ca masih kuliah. hanya do'a yang bisa ca persembahkan untuk mama. Semoga mama selalu diberikan kesehatan dan selalu dilindungi ALLAH SWT. doakan ca ya ma, biar bisa cepat selesai kuliah. biar bisa beliin mama hadiah ulang tahun. :D #amin


selamat hari lahir ibunda tercinta, semoga selalu diberi kesehatan dan selalu dalam lindungan-Nya #amiin | 10-10-1965 * 10-10-2012 |

jarak tak memisahkan, tapi rasa yang demikian

setelah gue renungin, kata-kata "jarak lah yang memisahkan kita". itu tidak benar!
Ada alasan yang kuat bagi gue untuk mengatakan itu ga bener, karena jarak itu ga pernah misahin, tapi rasa lah yang misahin antara satu individu dengan individu lainnya ketika telah berjauhan. Terserah itu mau rasa apa, rasa sayang, rasa cinta, rasa hormat, rasa menghargai, pokoknya rasa apa aja dehhh...
Ini tidak hanya berlaku untuk yang lagi LDR (LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP), tapi bagi semua manusia.*CATET!*. Baik itu dengan sahabat karib, baik itu dengan teman segala masa, dan bukan tidak mungkin, itu terjadi antara lo ama sanak family, pokoknya untuk siapapun.

Intinya, lo punya jarak yang ga bisa lo jadiin alesan buat misahin lo dari orang-orang yang lo sayang., Kalo rasa sudah tidak ada, ga ada juga cara buat nyatuinnya, ya pisah lah. -__-
nah tapi kalo rasa antara satu sama lain masih kuat, ato paling ga yaaaa masih ada lah ya. otomatis ga ada alesan buat pisah.

"jarak tidak pernah memisahkan individu, tapi rasa lah yang memisahkan antara satu individu dengan individu lainnya"

buat kedepan, mudah2an ga ada lagi kata-kata "JARAK LAH YANG MEMISAHKAN KITA" #MIRIS

too long you leave me,
too long, you let me wait
Until I got used to living alone, Without you here

Whatever the reason I accepted, Trying to be faithful  

Until I get used to living alone, Without you accompany me
Is this time I still expect you to come back?start from now dispose your word and you're free to go

At least I had my heart, Although you did not also respond
And you lose someone like me, Do you know

Anyway at this moment I do not expect you to come back, let start now wasting your word and you're free to go. And you do not waste people like me

and happened again. old story has repeated
and you find again. from the complicated love you live

I was here. know you're never alone.
Because, I was near you when you fall, it may not always exact.

I want you to feel, you understand me and I understand you

Listen to the inner voice is calling your name
All the wound had become soft

This is not a lie, but that it is and this is it.

you can deleted, but you can hide from me.

I have the proof, if you want a proof.
Don't ever delete anything you've ever done, intentional or unintentional eventually everything will be open by itself.

 

HAVE YOU EVER LOVED 

SOMEONE SO MUCH, YOU'D GIVE AN 

ARM FOR? NOT THE EXPRESSION, NO 

LITERALLY GIVE AN ARM FOR?

WHEN THEY KNOW THEY'RE YOUR HEART 

AND YOU KNOW YOU WERE THEIR ARMOUR

AND YOU WILL DESTROY ANYONE 

WHO WOULD TRY TO HARM HER

BUT WHAT HAPPENS WHEN KARMA 

TURNS RIGHT AROUND AND BITES YOU?

AND EVERYTHING YOU STAND FOR

 TURNS ON YOU, DESPITE YOU?

"Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. it means that you've decide to look beyond the imperfect"

and tonight, I got a reply or assurance of all my feelings the last few days ...
whether it is true love, or because it used to?

"i'm glad to hear that.." appropriate words I call, even though the heart is raging.


and this is the last for you...
"i'm happy for your happiness"

when someone who you love, enjoyed her time when she's not being in touch with you,..

answer for her #decission 5 March

We touch, I feel a rush
We clutch, it isn't much
But its enough to make me wonder what's in store for us
You must be a sorceress, Cause you just did the impossible

Game i trust, don't play games
it'll be dangerous if you fuck me over
Cause if I get burnt i'm a show you
what its like to hurt cause

I been treated like dirt before you
And love is evil,
Spell it backwards
I'll show ya


Nobody knows me, I'm cold
Walk down this road all alone
It's no one's fault but my own
It's the path i've chosen to go
Frozen as snow

I show no emotion whatsoever, so
Don't ask me why I have no love for these motherfucking hoes Bloodsucking succubuses

What the fuck is up with this?
I've tried in this department but I ain't had no luck with this
It's sucks but it's exactly what I thought it would be like trying to start over

I got a hole in my heart
I'm some kind of emotional rollercoaster
Something I won't go on till you toy with my emotion so it's over
It's like an explosion everytime I hold you
wasn't joking when I told you "You take my breathe away"
Your a supernova.. and I'm a

I'm a space bound rocket ship and your heart's in the moon
And I'm aiming right at you
250 thousand miles on a clear night in march
And I'm aiming right at you

I'll do whatever it takes
When I'm with you I get the shakes
My body aches when I ain't with you, I have zero strength
There's no limit on how far I would go
No boundaries, no lengths

Why do we say that until we get that person that we think's gonna be that one and then once we get them it's never the same

You want them when they don't want you
Soon as they do, feelings change
It's not a contest and I ain't on no conquest
for no mate

I wasn't lookin but I stumbled onto you
must've been fate
But so much is at stake what the fuck does it take?
Let's cut to the chase, But a door shuts in your face
Promise me if I cave in and break and leave myself open
That I won't be making a mistake




But I love you so much it hurts, Never mistreated you once
I poured my heart out to you, Let down my guard, swear to god
I'll blow my brains in your lap, Lay here and die in your arms
Up to my knees and I'm bleeding

I'm trying to stop you from leaving,
You won't even listen, so fuck it
I'm trying to stop you from breathing
Tears streamed down both of my cheeks
Then I let you just go and just give
And before I put this to my temple
I told you this :

And I would do anything for you
To show you how much I adored you
But its over now
Its too late to save our love
Just promise me you'll think of me
every time you look up in the sky
and see a star

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She's the one #balinesia #tanahlot http://instagr.am/p/HBAB9jI9VB/

potrait of joy, insanity, and friendship

photographed by @adjiemooks

tester, testing, test*s #eh

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